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Currently, i'm alternating waves of feeling semi-kinda-normal and being totally wiped out and dizzy, with bursts of nausia. They consider my swallowing functions almost back to normal and think I'll be on unrestricted died probably on Monday. They tried to slip me some more stool softener drug today, and I think this time that once was not fucking funny, and the second time hadn't any fucking funnier, and the next person who tries it gets the resulting crapfest on their goddamn inbox.

That's sitting down or lying down reasonably normally. Walking any normal distance is an adventure; clearly things are not normal in the laterial hypothalamalic area. I would not trust myself to, say, walk down to the postbox at home, much less to be on a bike or stairs or carrying anything of any mass at all.

I currently look like I've been merely repeatedly punched in the face, and that the punching was fairly specific and targeted, with is a big step forward.

History:

14 days ago. Unspecified bike accident. May have involved a car, may not have. Did involve a skull fracture and lying in the street unconscious for some time. When the EMTs found me and called Anna and Paul, they got me semi-conscious and tried to get a breathing tube into me without reasoning rationally. Longtime viewers of this programme may be aware of the time the dentist tried to put me under without specific and specific notice for wisdom teeth removal and I slugged him. In this case, it actually went worse, and I aspirated in the ambulance. (This is the medical way of saying "threw up in my own lungs." It's a gag reaction triggered while the air tube is locked open and is often fatal.) Notes: Appropriate physiological atypicalities medic-alert bracelets should be acquired. Several have been found.

13 days ago: Tubed for air and food, unconscious. Brought to semi-consciousness several times as required by protocol. Anna's and my durable power of attys VERY IMPORTANT here, as it turns out, even in-state, so yay.

12-7 days ago: Daily attempts to pass breathing tests fail, Anna stops talking about maybe being taken out of sedation soon. Anna has set a lot of her posts on this period public. Everyone gets very nervous. Meanwhile, in my internal world, I've found it important to take an impromptu trip to a Madalaharan1 community just across the Mexican border, for garden-related purposes, doing research before LACon IV, the upcoming World Science Fiction Convention, where I'd meet up with Anna and Paul on-site. Yes, really.

7 days ago: I finally manage to breathe without assistance, they take out the breathing tube and wake me up. [livejournal.com profile] jenna says she knew I was going to be okay when my first words were "stop helping!" I, otoh, picked up where I left off and thought I was again no lie, in a small Madalaharan1 community's emergency room trauma centre following an automobile accident of some sort. Also, I thought Anna and Paul were in Seattle hospitals and were also awaiting surgery for unrelated accidents.

6 days ago: Still thought I was in Mexico. Worried about how I was going to get back into the US. Was trying Japanese-Mexican slang out on hospital workers and being surprised and pleased at my high success rates. I get it into my head that I'm being transferred to Seattle on Wedesnday. Confused by all the asking about the "driver" in the accident;" apparently the police also don't know whether I actually got hit or had explosive bike system failure.

5 days ago: First really coherent day, I posted. I got "transferred" to Harbourview in Seattle. I was already coerent enough to know that something clearly wasn't adding up, because while I inserted some sort of a motor vehicle ride (which doesn't exist - I rode an elevator) I couldn't figure out how it could happen so quickly, and had thoughts of: 1. I have been in Mexico.... right? 2. Maybe it was Canada? 3. "But I don't speak a word of Canadian!"

I'm now very confused. I think on and of that I've been in Mexico for the next two days. I don't really give up on this until my second LJ post. That bit in the first LJ post where I talk about being in Mexico was not a gag, it was by best understanding about what the hell was going on.. Also, calling what I was on "solid food" is just silly.

Now: Two weeks in hospital, of which I'm really aware of less than one; I'm all de-tubed except for a hydration and antibiotic IV; they're talking about letting me go to normal food and 1-4 weeks of serious (in-patient, 3-hr/day) physical therapy, if they can find me a bed somewhere our insurance supports. Wish us luck with that, we'll probably need it.


1:: Madalaharan: Japanese-speaking Mexican communitities. I have the name wrong, but these are real; Japanaese didn't just emigrate to to USA after the Heian period. Much bigger impacts in the US, Peru, Argentina, and Brazil, but there are Mexican communities too.

Date: 2006-08-27 06:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] darkphoenixrisn.livejournal.com
I'm wishing for you to have a quick and full recovery.

Date: 2006-08-27 07:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pobig.livejournal.com
I am relieved to learn of the lessening jangling of your brainmeats. Best of luck with the physical therapy and insurance!

Date: 2006-08-27 08:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] blues-kun.livejournal.com
...I wondered what you were talking about Mexico for when you hadn't mentioned planning to go there before. Wow. Good luck on the rest of your recovery and congratulations on surviving all of that.

Date: 2006-08-27 02:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] spazzkat.livejournal.com
You left out the part where you demanded the head of George Lucas and nazi saluted a respiratory doctor the day after you first woke up.

^_^

Date: 2006-08-27 03:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] flashfire.livejournal.com
That was the German doctor/nurse, right?

Hahaha.

Date: 2006-08-28 05:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ravyngyngvar.livejournal.com
Anna told about the nazi salute. :) The head of George Lucas was new to me, though.

Date: 2006-08-27 03:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] britzkrieg.livejournal.com
This is all terrible, but fascinating. The mind is its own place -- um, places.

Please take care of yourself, and let others take care of you, too. I want you to make a full recovery as soon as possible.

Date: 2006-08-27 03:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sistawendy.livejournal.com
Yow! You were out of it longer and more deeply than I thought. I also thought that the reference to a Mexican hospital was a reference to Mexican jails.

Gambatte bien.

Date: 2006-08-27 04:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] chipmunck.livejournal.com
Big Hugs to you!!

Date: 2006-08-27 05:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kissare.livejournal.com
I'm glad you are out of 'Mexico.' I have never heard of a Madalaharan community in Mexico before, though of course it makes perfect sense that the Japanese would have emigrated to places other than the good ol' USA.

Date: 2006-08-27 06:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] brombear.livejournal.com
*Huggles!* Glad to see that you're working things out and slowly putting two and two together. Here's hoping that you regain full motor function soon! 8)

Date: 2006-08-27 07:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cheryl-f.livejournal.com
When Jordan had his head injury while in Eastern Wa, he thought he was in 1: Arizona, 2: Bellingham, 3: Seattle. Mexico is a bit further, but I can understand the journey. Take care and let people help you a little or a lot.

(4: he was in Chelan/Wenatchee)

Date: 2006-08-27 08:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] quen-elf.livejournal.com
Gods... I don't have Anna friended, so the first I heard of this was your Mexico post. Which seemed somewhat surreal...

Be well, soon as you can. And good luck getting the PT bed (can I say 'PT bed' or does that make a kind of oxymoronic phrase when combined? hrm) too.

Date: 2006-08-28 04:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] elfs.livejournal.com
Holy crap, cutie, I go away for a week and I find you free-associatintg with reality in the most unpleasant manner possible. Well, I hope you get better soon, it sounds like your life has sucked, but you'll recover soon enough. I've gots faith in ya.

Date: 2006-08-28 01:52 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] technoshaman.livejournal.com
Woof. Well, one good thing about all this, like me, you're just too tough to actually kill..

Good luck with the PT, and and here's hoping that whatever's still scrambled sorts itself out.

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