i hate my brain

[solarbird]

So I wrote the music for "Stars" two months ago at this point, and I still can't fucking play the first verse from memory. Sometimes I don't even get that far, blowing the opening set of arpeggios - not just on technique, at which I still suck, but getting the chords wrong, of which there are all of three. WHAT THE FUCK, BRAIN?

Comments

[waywind.livejournal.com]

Hmm. Maybe that's a signal that something in the song doesn't feel right, and needs to be changed?

[solarbird]

Nope. I've never felt better about anything I've written. Seriously, I love this song. Basically I'm having the exact same memory problems with music that I'm used to having with noun labels, which makes me cry.