収束ゾーンでのライフ: Life in the Convergence Zone

*nods* i know how you feel -- i've felt that way about the werewolf novel for *years*, and every time i engage with it it's got all kinds of associated mental difficulty on top of the actual artistic act of writing/editing it.

or as ani difranco put it, "it's cool to discover someone / it's hard to support them", because artistic support is a long-time process, just like doing art is.

summary, hang in there babe, you're doing great :)