everything is terrible (gaming)

Been a while since I just... gave up in Widow HS-only FFA. Holy hell I was garbage. DQed from experience in almost every round. K/D above 1 only twice. Last round I had 5 kills (vs. win of 50) and like 16 deaths.

Garbage. Absolutely wretched.

I've been in a slump for a bit over a week. It wasn't bad at first - I had a few bad days, recovered a bit, hoped it was over - but the last few days, fuck me. Other than the two semi-decent rounds these are "everything I've learned is gone" numbers. Fuck it's depressing.

It's showing up in all my numbers, really. And nothing I do is fixing it. My practice round numbers are bad to terrible too - those are the ones I record as a guide.

I'd finally started to get a little bit of a sweep shot. Not reliably, but sometimes. I'd hit them occasionally, and occasionally was becoming more often. Now, in FFA, I can barely hit a still target, and my sweeps? Hilariously bad. Laughable. Pathetic.

My Pharah play isn't great either. Or Tracer. It's generalised. But my Widowmaker is hit the worst, by far, because it's almost entirely aim.

I've had a couple of people say to take a couple of days off; that's never worked for me. The only way out for me, ever, has been through. But... wow, it hurts.