No sympathy.
Nov. 3rd, 2006 10:53 amAt least some of the allegations are true. Andrew Sullivan says he "feels for" the Rev. Ted Haggard, former president of the National Association of Evangelicals and a major fundamentalist player behind the scenes in the culture wars. "This is what happens to a man psychologically and spiritually destroyed by actually advancing a lie he knows to be a lie about homosexuality as a "chosen lifestyle" while being gay himself." Andrew has some sympathy for Mr. Haggard.
Y'know what? I don't. I have no sympathy for Ted Haggard. None. It's because of people like him that I've had to spend my entire adult life fighting fundamentalist attempts to pass state and Federal law mandiating government discrimination against me - five citizen initiatives in the 1990s alone! It's because of people like Haggard that I watch a nonstop new-type blood libel propoganda machine crank out anti-queer smears of the filthiest kind every day, calling me and people like me violent, diseased, insane child rapists working to bring about the end of Western civilisation. It's because of him, and people like him. I better things I want to be doing with my life than spending hours and days every week just trying to beat back the theocratic hordes, and he's been leading them and rallying them on.
I am sick and tired of the closeted self-loathing evangelical queers using the sane rest of us as distractions for their followers and externalisations for their self-loathing. I am through with people like him ruining the lives of others to prop themselves up. It's wretched, vile, abusive, evil - I have as many words as you want for it, and still don't have as many as I think I need. I hope his followers tear him to shreads and leave him bleeding against a barbed wire fence in the middle of nowhere. I have lots of words for how I feel about people like him.
But what I do not have is sympathy. Of that, I have absolutely none.
Y'know what? I don't. I have no sympathy for Ted Haggard. None. It's because of people like him that I've had to spend my entire adult life fighting fundamentalist attempts to pass state and Federal law mandiating government discrimination against me - five citizen initiatives in the 1990s alone! It's because of people like Haggard that I watch a nonstop new-type blood libel propoganda machine crank out anti-queer smears of the filthiest kind every day, calling me and people like me violent, diseased, insane child rapists working to bring about the end of Western civilisation. It's because of him, and people like him. I better things I want to be doing with my life than spending hours and days every week just trying to beat back the theocratic hordes, and he's been leading them and rallying them on.
I am sick and tired of the closeted self-loathing evangelical queers using the sane rest of us as distractions for their followers and externalisations for their self-loathing. I am through with people like him ruining the lives of others to prop themselves up. It's wretched, vile, abusive, evil - I have as many words as you want for it, and still don't have as many as I think I need. I hope his followers tear him to shreads and leave him bleeding against a barbed wire fence in the middle of nowhere. I have lots of words for how I feel about people like him.
But what I do not have is sympathy. Of that, I have absolutely none.